I am twenty seven years old and I recently got married (few months ago). Before I got married, my sole priority was to remain a virgin. Not because I wanted to per se but you know how parents pride themselves with the whole virginity thing.Back then, I was so scared of losing my virginity that I didn’t even use tampons for fear that my hymen would break. Ignorant me right?In my second year in University, according to my dad, I started dressing like a “University babe”, so he went as far as taking me to a hospital for a virginity test.
Fast forward years later, I got married as a virgin BUT now that I am willing to let go, I am pretty much paying for all the time wasted to get it done which has resulted to me being extremely scared to have sex.
Whenever my husband makes an attempt, my body becomes rigid instantly and I end up running out of the bedroom.
It is so bad that I cannot even get naked in front of him or see him naked.
Whenever he is in the bathroom, I would go to the living room and wait for him to dress up. I also undress and dress up in the bathroom with the bolts locked just to ensure there is no room for nudity.
Please help me. Google literally knows my fingerprints because I have googled everything I can just to get answers but all to no avail.
My husband has been wonderful and patient with me but given the circumstances, I really do pity him for all I am putting him through.
Please help me by telling me how virgin wives can enjoy sex without so much drama.